I'd just made a very hard decision that it made me cry sometimes..

I have to let go something that I hold dear of for a better cause, if I never let it go, things that are set up in front of me will never come to pass. It's really hard for me.. but I know I have to do it and yes, I already did it..

 To that special person, I love you as I always do.. and you know deep in you already. Again, you gave me good memories in my life which is hard for me to even let it go..but I really hope you understand my situation 

  love you..

 -Alvin-